Now . Future

Finally here comes the Raya holidays!!
Packing and preparing to go home. ^.^ And not forget to bring books back to study.=.=
Jz as i mentioned before, will have long case exam after holidays. Haiz...

Holiday is the only golden opportunity for me to take enough rest and recharge since after 3 weeks of busy Obs posting.
During my 1st and 2nd year, sure I was in excited state when near the holidays.
Because it's time for enjoying and relaxing. Really miss those time so much.
But then now in final year, everything is going totally different.
Holiday is for studying in such a way that i no need to go medical wards to clerk patients.
No ward rounds, no tutorial teaching, no on-call roster and etc.

I feel quite satisfied now with all this during holidays.
Try to get used to this since entering clinical years.
Holiday becomes shorter and duty becomes heavier from time to time.

Holiday is just for me to take a deep breath after facing the heavy workload in the congested hospital.
I learn to appreciate holidays although it's a short one.
Time for me to accompany my family after 3 weeks of being away from them.
I realize that i will spend lesser time to be with them in the future once i become HO.
It's a sad thing to say anyway.
But i know that they are always there standing behind me and giving me fully support.
I will not disappoint YOU ALL. I promise!!

Holidays!!! but still need to study....
Being self-discipline. MUST!!!