Now . Future

Back from home today...will miss mum's fried eggs for the coming 3 weeks...haiz
After having my dinner in dining hall, suddenly got msg from Tatt saying that study group at 9pm later.@$#@$#@&*&!! why not inform me earlier? I didn't prepare wat to share with later in my SG ler..haiya, the group leader is really not good in organizing SG in an efficient way...=.=
I thought usually there will be no SG after EOP test coz every1 is in 'study-free' mood. haha!
Nvm lo. Since this is a group activity, I have to follow the majority..Sienz
Today i found that i was suffering from post ECT complication. The topic shared by my SG members really made me in depressed mood. I couldn't recall those important topics that i have learnt half a year ago when i was in minor postings. 2 weeks is a pretty short duration for me to approach and learn new things, like ENT, Anaes, Opthalmo...
I totally cannot rmb what i have learnt at that time, especially Acute angle-closured glaucoma was being discussed. Wow, this is an emergency case and i couldn't even manage to work it out!!
I ashamed of myself. Staring at them and listening to them without questioning because i nearly forgot the basic knowledge abt this disease... Sad to say that i have post ECT complication..
Short Term Retrograde Memory Loss
Studying medical sch really is a hard job. Find out the extra capacity in your brain to squeeze in those tonnes of medical term is impossible for me..especially when in Final Year.
You cannot imagine it unless you are in same position as me.
Haiz..God Bless Me!! Final MBBS is just a half year to go..Gambateh, LWH!!
Ooops...ECT is Electro-Convulsive Therapy. Read it up if you dun understand this term.keke.^^