Now . Future

Briefing started at 9am. I'm going to have my last Obs posting before becoming HO.
And the thing that i fret of for quite a long time finally comes to me. Conduct DELIVERY!!!
Ya, this will be a new experience and i'm going to take this challenge. Obs is just a month posting but we have to study a lot including Gynae and fill up our log books.
Within this month, we have to finish 2 case summaries, present long case and seminar topics, attach to antenatal and postnatal ward, antenatal clinic and even have to oncall from 8am to 8am on the next day!! This is really a hectic posting before i go to Banting.
EOP test will be a long case presentation either Obs or Gynae case..haiz
Nevertheless, i still look forwards to my oncall on Thurs. Hopefully i can conduct delivery during that time! hehe. But i know i still have to observe how the HOs do it for a few times before i fully gain my confidence to do it on my own.
The feelings of holding a newborn in my hands...Wah, i really cannot imagine that touching scene when i hold the baby...^.^
However, the process of giving birth is not just having pregnant for 10 months and ends up with bearing the contraction pain..It's far more than that. Only Mothers can understand and they suffer from it!! For me, maybe i just touch the superficial but They go deep into the meaning of giving birth.
Thanks to my mum!! and of coz it can't be expressed fully by jz saying Thank You..
I will appreciate U and won't disappoint U. I promise.