Now . Future

若世界末日降临，人类将会面对严峻的考验。
人心的善恶会是如何被死亡摆布？

先别挑剔它的故事情节是多么的虚假。
用心去体会背后所带给的讯息。
当看到人类在死亡前显得如此的无助与渺小，内心总觉得有种莫名的感慨。
知道亲人将会离开你的时候，却连嘘寒问暖的一句话都办不到。
那种场景深深烙印在我内心的某个角落。

好多事物该踏实地去完成及挽救，
不然后悔已晚。
珍惜眼前的一切，包括亲人，情人，朋友。
生命是如此脆弱，就在瞬间的一刹那消失匿迹。
在短短的两个小时半，视觉及听觉的震撼是当然，
但领会人生的宝贵，人性的底线，亲人的珍贵，与我内心的感触已远远超越这部戏所带来的视听效果。

这篇文章并没含有促销广告的意念，全归我个人内心的看法。 ^.^

Have been 2 weeks attached to ward P6...
Finally... Today is the last day!
Yes!! No more need to stay in ward till AT LEAST 6pm everyday ^0^
Dr. Shanti, u are really a caring and nice doctor.
I'm so impressed the way u treat ur patients and care for them.

But pls dun retain our medical students till 6pm in the ward.
It's damn damn damn boring and time wasting...XD
We will go to ward anyway.
The more u restrict us, the more we will rebound.
Welcome to P6!! The next coming subgroup in Paeds..

It's quite embarrassing if ur junior knows to answer a Dr's question but not you...
Depressed because of that.
Sigh~~~

1 week after Paeds posting, I'm HOME!! ^.^

For the past 1 week, spent around 9 and a half hours in Paeds Oncology ward everyday.
Dr Shanti wants us to follow rounds, clerking patients and trains us to be future HO.
Time schedule is 7.30am to 1pm--> lunch break--> 2pm to 6pm.
This not include our oncall time from 8pm to 12am on certain days.
Paeds is really tough job..I knew this since Phase IIIA in Klang Hosp.
Take children's life SSSeriouSSS!!!

Those kids in Onco ward all diagnosed with leukaemia, osteosarcoma, neuroblastoma and other malignancies since early life.
Receiving chemotherapy and suffering under NUMEROUS complications of it.
Looking at the mothers... No one can understand their feelings deep inside.
Their tears have been dried up X n times.
How many times they have been blaimed by other family members because of giving birth to sick childs?? (some are Down's syndrome)
How many times they have been stigmatised?


The children staring at you blankly when u near them.
They just want to lead a normal child's life!! Yet it sounds so FAR from them.
Hair drop, mouth ulcer, pricking pain, vomiting, diarrhoea, dry skin....and etc etc...
They couldn't get rid of all these!!!

So, what have we learnt from them??

Finished!!! ^_^

Just finished my EOP exam and CPC writing exam!!!
Suddenly feel so empty.
Don't know why having such feelings?
Should be happy instead of emptiness.

For the past one month in Banting,
I didn't go cinema.

I didn't go singing K.

I didn't play games. Except MH-ing. (hehe. This is the only game i hook into..^.^)

Relaxing life in Banting Hospital~
Back to reality once i stepped on the ground at the front gate of 6th college.
The feelings of unsecure.

The feelings of scary.

The feelings of responsibility.

The feelings of competitive.

All gush into my heart...Compressed. Heavy.

Ya,no doubt the turning point in my life is just 4 months away from now.
I'm bothered with too many worries... LOTS!!!

Paeds and Surgery.
Two main postings before FINAL.
I didn't really enjoy much for the last month. T.T

I will get myself prepared for Paeds.

Ready???
YES!!! I'am.

EOP(end of posting) exam is coming...

Paeds posting is coming...

Final MBBS is coming...

The working days in hosp are coming...


I'm leaving banting...

University Malaya...I'm coming...


And...
Ronza is leaving...Soon...

L to R: Jason, Van, Shu chien and chun tsu. Group 1 chinese in Pantai Morib.

This pic is cool~..

How about this pula??

Twin Tower at Jugra hill

I like this so so much.^^

At the top of Jugra..

Four of us again..

I conquered Jugra finally!!! Yay!!

A 8 years old orang asli boy named Zul, was admitted yesterday to Banting hospital.
He had syncopal attack prior to admission. His growth was far smaller than the age of 8.

From examination, he looked pallor and had smooth tongue. (because of iron deficiency)
Heart murmur was noticed and it showed sign of heart failure.
His abdomen was bloated. Liver and spleen were swollen as well.
Striking feature was that he was severely malnourished.
Blood test result showed haemoglobin level was 1.1g/dL.(it's superb severe anaemia!!!!)
Hence, blood transfusion was given at stat.

On further questioning, he was born in a family of 5 siblings and he was the youngest.
Both parents did not receive education in school. The mother gave birth to a total of 10 children but 3 of them had passed away in early life due to failure to thrive and the other 2 were miscarriages.

I stressed to the mother why not bring the child to hosp before the condition became worsening?
Her answer was,
' Anak saya sebelum ni pun size ini juga. Tak ade masalah pun dan sekarang dah besar. Saya bawa dia kerane dia pengsan...'

Asking Zul whether staying in ward is nice or not.
He answered,
'Sini lagi baik.'

I asked him further under the drive of curiosity.
He said,' Hosp ade katil.'

My heart was so pain when seeing and talking to this poor child.
Why the parents were so ignorant? No family planning at all?
Those children were suffering because of them!!! They actually can lead a normal child's life.
Orang asli were lacking of knowledge in taking good care of their children.

Proper education to the Orang asli, please??!!!
Where is our Government? Do your job NOW!!!!