Now . Future

3.40am. I'm still not feeling sleepy. How? Luckily tomorrow no class.
Wondering whether want to follow clinic tmr morning or not?
The key thing is can i wake up early in the morning? ^.^
I dun think this is a problem for me after being well trained during Obs oncall. haha
And i managed to reach my goal earlier tonight --> Finishing my Obs case summary!!!

I like Old Town white coffee so so much since 2 years ago.
Started drinking coffee when i was in Form 2. Firstly, i used to drink Super 3+1 coffee, followed by Strong Nescafe (green package), and finally comes to Old Town.
I sure cannot miss even an IV (intravenous) bolus of old town white coffee everyday. Otherwise, you will see me collapsing abruptly and announced being brain death. ha

I seem like develop tolerance to the old town for quite some time. =.=
Have to drink it twice daily, morning and night session. haiz.
End up with blogging here in an energetic status.

Old town drives me CRAZY!!!!~

Staring at the 4 pieces of clerking paper that i have completed 3 days ago with blanked mind.
Keeping the same posture for very long till i'm going to sound my next horn...^^
(Roughly 15 minutes~)
U know why? The problem is i have to type my case summary. AGAIN!!!
Haiz. Everytime i have difficulty in starting off my case summary.
Typing CS is really time consuming and tiring. Mentally and physically...
Haiya. Still blogging here??!! I have to pass it up by this Friday ler.
1 day to go. I only can fully concentrate in completing it at the last minute. Used to be..haha
Sometimes, i'm still thinking of how good it is if the case write-up system in MBBS can be abolished. keke. But i know it's impossible.
Because it's a good way in FORCING a student to learn a topic/disease thoroughly. (* Forcing here is jz applicable to certain medical students like me. Ha!)
Sure you will gain something in your pocket after finishing a CS. Unless you simply do it...
'Unstable Lie in Pregnancy'. Here i come!!!!

Am i in the right path of thinking? Or i have made a wrong guess as what i usually do?
There is nothing complicated there, right? Analyse it in a simple way, please.
Every questions will be solved just by asking.
But seems like asking will lead to more uninvited problems.
So keep silent and think of it logically and wisely.
I might find the real answer by doing nothing.
Answer has been hinted at that time. Why i'm still cannot get out of it?
Sigh~
Nvm, wait and see. Just let it be.
I dun care what the result is. And just do it according to my instinct...
Hmm...
Everythg is still going on as usual!! ^.^

This is the statement:
Post mortem of obstetrician shown that they only have single neurone.
This is because excessive inhalation of amniotic fluid during delivery has made the brain atrophy.
The corrosive nature of liquor contributes to this.
Even though there is just single neurone, we dunno it's still well functioning or not.
So, medical students please protect your brain neurones by wearing a mask at least.

And tonight i have my 2nd call from 6pm to 8am tmr.
Another tiring day for me.

The labour ward is only well adapted by polar bear..
Double layers of sweater cannot save you from freezing to death.
There is so cooooold.....

Dun forget to wish me have chances to conduct more deliveries to9!!! Yay!!!!^^
Both mother and baby must stay well and healthy post partum-ly....^^

And the statement mentioned above ended up by Prof PC Tan saying that:
'Nvr believe to what senior obstetricians telling you. They might tell lie to you.'
He is the one who told me that statement...
=.=|||||

Today morning, went to labour ward. Clerked a new admission of IUD (intra-uterine death).
The mother is a 37 year-old Chinese with G5P3+1.
I'm the translator between Dr. SiLay and the mother.
T/A USG showed there was no fetal heart beat and the uterine was smaller than date.
The mother looked so sad after knowing the bad news. She was so teary.
She kept on asking me to save her baby but i have to assure her in such case.
We cant find the cause of IUD unless post mortem biopsy was done.
Congenital abnormalities is the most likely Dx that we can make so far. T.T Feeling sad telling the mother abt the fact.
This is our responsibility as a Dr to tell the exact truth to the patient. And i need to learn the proper and comfort way to break a bad news. This is wat i shud learn. And being a Dr must have high EQ!! No question for it.
So, Jason must be tougher!!

There was no internet access since yest afternoon.
Felt so depressed solely because of it.
I have used to clicked once every 15 minutes interval to anticipate for my next hunt.^.^
But then now i totally cannot! Feel so empty and sad for the whole night.
Good thing is i can fully concentrate on my study. Yay!! i found the progress is quite satisfying without the influence of MH. Every morning sure i will open my laptop to cont MH. Eye opener. 1 mark for it
I will get irritated if ppl stop me from MH. Annoying. Another 1 mark for this.
But there is no guilt and feeling of cutting down the freq of MH. ^.^
Seems like i fulfil the criteria for 'MH abuser' criterias...ha
So am i addicted to it? No doubt the answer is YUP!!! sigh~