Post call semi-unconsciousness doesn't really disturb me much after i took a nap for 2 and a half hours.
After i woke up from nap, AK asked me to go KFC for cendol. First time been there and it's far better than cendol in SS17.
Then, had my dinner at Damansara Utama. This time, we purposely went to try out the famous Hokkien noodle shop. Walked past the shop for few times before, seeing sea of customers there stopped us from going to the shop.
Now, we went there at 8pm.
Hehe, the ppl were far fewer this time. And the roasted duck there is very nice.^.^
Hokkien mee and fried rice are the highly recommended food there.
I think will go there for the 2nd time. ha.
Haiz...Friday made me feeling lazy to study. I spent almost whole night time sitting in front of laptop.
Playing FB, chatting w frenz and watching Japanese movie spent me a night.
No mood to study at all. And the college looks so quiet. 1st and 2nd yr juniors are going to finish their 1 week holidays.
Hopefully tmr i will start cocentrating in revision of O&G.
2months and 7 weeks to go for my Final MBBS!!! Countdowning.....
The date and time shown is a meaningful moment in my life.
Why i say so? Hehe. Because that's when i conduct my 1st delivery in medical sch life.
The mother, Zainnurah, a 29 year-old Indonesian gave birth to her 1st daughter,the 2nd child.
Everything went smoothly, from the delivery of the baby until the delivery of placenta.
I did it on my own! and of course with the Doctor stood beside me.
I feel so happy for both the mother and the baby. And the feelings of holding a newborn in hands is so so......I couldn't find a suitable adjective for that unless u experience it by urself. ha.
Short say, it's fantastic!!
Besides that, i also assisted in operation for Placenta Praevia, together with chun tsu and haizi.
Although it's damn tiring for the on-call from 7pm to 7am, i find it worth in the sense of learning and gaining something which contributes to my future in life.
Wondering later how long shud i sleep to compensate what i had lost.^^
And for sure it not jz ends there, i still have another 2 seminars at 8am ltr.
Gonna go^^
12.55a.m. is shown at the right lower corner of my laptop screen. Today is 3rd Sept.
And it's my 1st oncall in Obs posting.
Gonna be a busy and tiring day. Oncall is scheduled from 7a.m. to 8a.m. on the next day.
I hope can learn how to conduct delivery before i step into Hosp next year as a Dr.
But there is only 1 month for Obs and we're expected to master the skill.
So how is my oncall day going to be?
Hmm...
Better go to bed now...hehe^.^
I like to learn new thing!!!
"In final year, you all must attain maturity. Not just a newspaper reporter.
They vomit out what the other ppl said completely. You all should stand 2 steps behind and look at the history to analyse it. You're a doctor, not a reporter.
Same like when you cook rendang, must be nicely cooked and tastes delicious. U cannt cook rendang jz by itself, must put in some other ingredients to make it tastes better.
People can judge ur maturity from the way u talk.
Let say u're a car owner and going to send ur car to a mechanic. Jz listen to what he says, u already know whether he is an experienced or new mechanic. R u willing to let a still newbie mechanic to repair ur car? Surely not!
You all already spent 5 years here. And should be mature enough in taking history and manage patients. Exposure and clerking enough patients is the best way to be mature in becoming a Dr.
I know it is difficult to clerk at least 2 patients in a day. But have to. So were I..."
This is wat Prof Eugene told us during ward round.
I agree to his talk and advices. It's true. Must gain something from medical school after spending 5 years here. Mature enough to be a safe Doctor!
BoA is a female Korean singer i like the most. She shows her enthusiasm by singing Eng songs and learning dancing. I can see her improvement now compared with her old song 'Jewel song'. I'm ur loyal Fans!!
BoA is ROCXXXX!!!!
Briefing started at 9am. I'm going to have my last Obs posting before becoming HO.
And the thing that i fret of for quite a long time finally comes to me. Conduct DELIVERY!!!
Ya, this will be a new experience and i'm going to take this challenge. Obs is just a month posting but we have to study a lot including Gynae and fill up our log books.
Within this month, we have to finish 2 case summaries, present long case and seminar topics, attach to antenatal and postnatal ward, antenatal clinic and even have to oncall from 8am to 8am on the next day!! This is really a hectic posting before i go to Banting.
EOP test will be a long case presentation either Obs or Gynae case..haiz
Nevertheless, i still look forwards to my oncall on Thurs. Hopefully i can conduct delivery during that time! hehe. But i know i still have to observe how the HOs do it for a few times before i fully gain my confidence to do it on my own.
The feelings of holding a newborn in my hands...Wah, i really cannot imagine that touching scene when i hold the baby...^.^
However, the process of giving birth is not just having pregnant for 10 months and ends up with bearing the contraction pain..It's far more than that. Only Mothers can understand and they suffer from it!! For me, maybe i just touch the superficial but They go deep into the meaning of giving birth.
Thanks to my mum!! and of coz it can't be expressed fully by jz saying Thank You..
I will appreciate U and won't disappoint U. I promise.
Back from home today...will miss mum's fried eggs for the coming 3 weeks...haiz
After having my dinner in dining hall, suddenly got msg from Tatt saying that study group at 9pm later.@$#@$#@&*&!! why not inform me earlier? I didn't prepare wat to share with later in my SG ler..haiya, the group leader is really not good in organizing SG in an efficient way...=.=
I thought usually there will be no SG after EOP test coz every1 is in 'study-free' mood. haha!
Nvm lo. Since this is a group activity, I have to follow the majority..Sienz
Today i found that i was suffering from post ECT complication. The topic shared by my SG members really made me in depressed mood. I couldn't recall those important topics that i have learnt half a year ago when i was in minor postings. 2 weeks is a pretty short duration for me to approach and learn new things, like ENT, Anaes, Opthalmo...
I totally cannot rmb what i have learnt at that time, especially Acute angle-closured glaucoma was being discussed. Wow, this is an emergency case and i couldn't even manage to work it out!!
I ashamed of myself. Staring at them and listening to them without questioning because i nearly forgot the basic knowledge abt this disease... Sad to say that i have post ECT complication..
Short Term Retrograde Memory Loss
Studying medical sch really is a hard job. Find out the extra capacity in your brain to squeeze in those tonnes of medical term is impossible for me..especially when in Final Year.
You cannot imagine it unless you are in same position as me.
Haiz..God Bless Me!! Final MBBS is just a half year to go..Gambateh, LWH!!
Ooops...ECT is Electro-Convulsive Therapy. Read it up if you dun understand this term.keke.^^
