Now . Future

NOW is a history of FUTURE. History cannot be changed. But i can change NOW into a memorable history in the FUTURE. Because i know that what i'm doing NOW will change what i'm going to be in FUTURE.

Nov
27

Really feel lazy to update my blog recently.
Nothing special or interesting happened that I can share here.
Everyday keep on repeat doing the same things again and again.

Haiz...sometimes I rather feel to put all those tasks beyond my vision.
At least I can feel relaxed temporarily.
But once back to the reality, all those things just couldn't get out from my mind.
What to do??

Accept it!! Who told you to choose this professional field to study?
Sigh~~

For those who just finished their exam recently,
You all should optimize ur holidays and enjoy it 99!!
It wun come to you by chance lo..^^

Nov
15


若世界末日降临,人类将会面对严峻的考验。
人心的善恶会是如何被死亡摆布?

先别挑剔它的故事情节是多么的虚假。
用心去体会背后所带给的讯息。
当看到人类在死亡前显得如此的无助与渺小,内心总觉得有种莫名的感慨。
知道亲人将会离开你的时候,却连嘘寒问暖的一句话都办不到。
那种场景深深烙印在我内心的某个角落。

好多事物该踏实地去完成及挽救,
不然后悔已晚。
珍惜眼前的一切,包括亲人,情人,朋友。
生命是如此脆弱,就在瞬间的一刹那消失匿迹。
在短短的两个小时半,视觉及听觉的震撼是当然,
但领会人生的宝贵,人性的底线,亲人的珍贵,与我内心的感触已远远超越这部戏所带来的视听效果。

这篇文章并没含有促销广告的意念,全归我个人内心的看法。 ^.^

Nov
13

Have been 2 weeks attached to ward P6...
Finally... Today is the last day!
Yes!! No more need to stay in ward till AT LEAST 6pm everyday ^0^
Dr. Shanti, u are really a caring and nice doctor.
I'm so impressed the way u treat ur patients and care for them.

But pls dun retain our medical students till 6pm in the ward.
It's damn damn damn boring and time wasting...XD
We will go to ward anyway.
The more u restrict us, the more we will rebound.
Welcome to P6!! The next coming subgroup in Paeds..

It's quite embarrassing if ur junior knows to answer a Dr's question but not you...
Depressed because of that.
Sigh~~~

Nov
7

1 week after Paeds posting, I'm HOME!! ^.^

For the past 1 week, spent around 9 and a half hours in Paeds Oncology ward everyday.
Dr Shanti wants us to follow rounds, clerking patients and trains us to be future HO.
Time schedule is 7.30am to 1pm--> lunch break--> 2pm to 6pm.
This not include our oncall time from 8pm to 12am on certain days.
Paeds is really tough job..I knew this since Phase IIIA in Klang Hosp.
Take children's life SSSeriouSSS!!!

Those kids in Onco ward all diagnosed with leukaemia, osteosarcoma, neuroblastoma and other malignancies since early life.
Receiving chemotherapy and suffering under NUMEROUS complications of it.
Looking at the mothers... No one can understand their feelings deep inside.
Their tears have been dried up X n times.
How many times they have been blaimed by other family members because of giving birth to sick childs?? (some are Down's syndrome)
How many times they have been stigmatised?


The children staring at you blankly when u near them.
They just want to lead a normal child's life!! Yet it sounds so FAR from them.
Hair drop, mouth ulcer, pricking pain, vomiting, diarrhoea, dry skin....and etc etc...
They couldn't get rid of all these!!!

So, what have we learnt from them??

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Just a simple story of a medical student who doesn't know what will happen to him in the future.
He is still very blur in determining his future.
However, he tries to make a better tomorrow.
Sharing his story with you all.

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I'm looking forward to my future....who am i 12 years from now? I'm going to determine it...

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