Now . Future

NOW is a history of FUTURE. History cannot be changed. But i can change NOW into a memorable history in the FUTURE. Because i know that what i'm doing NOW will change what i'm going to be in FUTURE.

Aug
29

Today is my superb lucky day!

Woke up at 8.30 today, received a message from KW saying that both my acc in MH getting the monthly 100SB reward. Those mouse hunters will know what I’m saying here. Hehe.

Hey, not easy to get that!! Every month just a certain number of gamers in MH have chance to get that reward. Weeee!!!

This is the 1st attempt I tried to apply for that. I never predict that I could get it. Furthermore, I get it in 2 shots!! Wow, really unbelievable.

With generous financial aid from KW, hopefully I can get that SB shortly. Thanks ya~

Aug
28

Going to have my Ortho EOP test at 9am later.
Now is 2.12a.m. Still couldn't fall sleep. Don't know why i have such uneasy feeling...
My instinct is telling me that i will not do well in the paper. Am i not well prepared yet?
Haiz..jz think that i can go home after spending 3 weeks here.
Can go back to have mum's yummy food and soup..wah...saliva is drooling..^^
Ya,take a rest before starting next hectic posting----> Obstetric.
Have to oncall and conduct delivery. Need to learn episiotomy repair as well..challenging ler.
But i do like to challenge. Looking at those babies who newly come to this lovely world...sure will be a touching scene seeing Mothers give birth to their babies.
Ok..will tell u more when i enter Obs..Gonna sleep adi..
Force myself to go bed. Otherwise, how can i perform well and concentrate in tmr exam??
Wish me all the best la^^

Aug
27

25 min Viva...wat?? this is the longest Viva that i never ever have.. sweat =.=
Prof Azhar took me Viva..he looked damn serious but every1 said he will pass MS..ya..hopefully...
Let's started with interpretation of X-ray. wow..describe X ray with pathological site at L distal ulna..i quite stunted initially.
but after i take a deep breath. Ok, started with bla bla bla (pt's biodata) then conc at the prominent lesion site.at least i can figure it out and come to the Dx of GCT. (Giant Cell Tumour). keke
Followed by thoracolumbar spine X ray (with Hx of falling episode)...hehe,again i manage to come into Dx of lateral compression fracture..
Next, WAT? Paeds X-ray??!!! of course i can 'observe' the x ray but not to dx it. Nvr been taught ler. how?? die la this time. the XR film stared at me and i dunno it totally. Keep silent for very very very long.....
Ended up by saying that i cannot appreciate it. Luckily,he did not screw me up..phew ^^
still not ended there...come to discussion. Compartment syndrome, carpal tunnel syndrome, osteoporosis, Colles' fracture, and lastly the fracture of femur...i think i jz can answer half of it..maybe more than that. haha
Before the end of it, i knew that i sure can survive!! yay!!!
U know why?
i saw the marks....i got B..haha. Congrates, Jason!

Aug
27

Created this blogsite quite a long time. Now only i'm starting to write something here jz solely because of boredom at this rainy night.
To forget? It's maybe a easy task for others but sure not for me.
'To forget' is reali a difficult thing for me to reach.Ya..i realise this since 5 years ago and now such problem recurs. But it's totally in a different situation from previous time.
Better to handle and better to forget. This is wat i thought initially. It seems opposite to what i really hope for.
Trying to avoid is not a good way to forget. i will find it even harder to be forgotten if u keep trying to avoid it. It's true!!
So, just let it be..dun purposely run away from the problem. i know the problem was there for some time already. Why not i just treat it as a process in part of my life since it happened been there?
Anyway, i always believe that 'to forget' is an impossible mission for me. Hence, i will find my best way to make it. So far i found that 'to accept' is better than 'to avoid'. At least 'to accept' will not make me suffered. I believe it and i will implement it!!

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Just a simple story of a medical student who doesn't know what will happen to him in the future.
He is still very blur in determining his future.
However, he tries to make a better tomorrow.
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